View From the Manse 2.0 - Feb 2025
In Mark 10, Jesus asks on two separate
occasions, “What do you want me to do for you?” The first time, Jesus asks this
of James and John. They want to sit on his right hand and his left in glory;
they want seats of honor in the coming kingdom. The second time, Jesus asks
this question, he asks it of a blind man. Bartimaeus, the blind man, replies,
“Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” The blind man wants to see Jesus.
We
meditated on this passage in early January at our session retreat. The elders
of APC spend a Friday evening and Saturday morning together at the beginning of
each year. We pray over the joys and sorrows of the previous year in the life
of the church. Then, we begin to look ahead to the next year.
I
encouraged each elder to imagine that Jesus was asking them, “What do you want me to do for you?” We took some quiet
time with the Lord and thought about this question in 3 spheres: What do I want
God to do in my life? What do I want God to do in our church? What do I want God to do in our
community? If you have time, you could take 21 minutes and work through these 3
questions yourself. Turn off your phone, find a quiet place, and listen to the
Holy Spirit as he invites you into these questions.
Here
are some of the things that I wrote down. I want to have a deeper, richer, more
alive experience of the Holy Spirit’s
presence. It might surprise you to read a Presbyterian write that down. But the
Holy Spirit is not absent from our tradition. He is alive and present in our
church. Jesus promised that he would send the Spirit and he did. And desiring to see the Holy Spirit’s work
and hear his voice is something I long to experience more richly in my own
life. I wrote down more desires for my family and myself.
I
told God that I wanted to see more young families in our church and for our
children’s ministry to grow in it’s vitality.
I would love for our singing to grow more robust and our prayer meetings to be
more full. I would like those who are in our midst and feeling ‘stuck’ to take
the next step that the Spirit is inviting them to take.
As
we talked, many elders said that they would love to see the marriages of our
church strengthened. We would love to do more celebrating together. We would
like to see more of our community come to a saving knowledge of Christ.
We
would like our community to feel more welcome in our church. We are thankful
for the work that our deacons did this past year to meet our community at the Thistle
Day events and inviting them into our building for the country Christmas. The
deacons have set a wonderful example in reaching our community. It is time for
more of us to participate with them in extending ourselves to our neighbors.
Perhaps in 2025 we could offer classes on Saturday mornings on parenting,
marriage, or finance and invite members from our community to join us. Maybe we
could have meals in McLean hall open to whoever needs a warm meal and a safe
space. I don’t know what 2025 will look like, but
let’s imagine Jesus is asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” How will
you answer this question?
Bryan Fitzgerald, Pastor (bryan@argylepresbyterian.org)